Purposeful Power Player

Sunday, February 01, 2009

I'm up.

Been up since 7:30am. It's cold in my room. My windows are slightly cracked. Sometimes it gets to hot in my room at night, and so cracked windows are a necessity if I want to wake up feeling good. Otherwise, I'd get up with a stuffy nose.

It's quiet. The weekends go by so fast. Today is Super Bowl Sunday. Three weeks maybe even four weeks ago, I wanted to have a SB party. But I'm not that sociable. I'm glad I decided not to have it.

I'm in a reflective mood. I'm really going to attempt to make the most of my day today and not pull that Saturday laziness I did yesterday. I want some new shoes. I want a new pair of pants and a couple of new shirts/blouses/sweaters. And I want to test drive that car.

My house is quiet. The girls are sleep still.

I'm miffed. Somewhat pissed, but not quite...but okay and content. Perhaps I'm just tired of the craziness I've encountered all my life regarding relationships. I'm not head over heels in love with anyone and I want to be. I want to wake up on a sunny Sunday morning and feel him next to me...trying to get his spoon on with me...and when I attempt to get out the bed, he pulls me closer; and he sweetly whispers in my ear...."where do you think you're going?"

I smile.

I'm simplistic. Life is simplistic. Humans make it complicated.

Let's see if I can add my video to this posting. And if it uploads, processes, I publish it...does it work....

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