Different Space

Life is an ever changing organism that never ceases to amaze me, challenge me, and just plain keep me surprised.  I got married.  I never thought I'd be able to say those words.  All the struggles, the pains, the broken promises, the heart ache I have endured from one relationship to another has come to the point of this wonderful man finding me and asking me to ... trusting me to ... wanting me to ... to be his LIFE PARTNER.  

The journey to this point has been interesting, introspective, educational and downright painful at times.  Looking back, would I say - could I say - would I change anything?  Of course I think I would, but how could I knowing that now I am mentally and emotionally in the right space within my mind to know...to feel, he was the right one?  All those experiences have led me to this one moment in time.  I have no choice but to accept those challenges and experiences...to realize they are apart of me and it is because of that, I'm where I am today.  Long hard fought and tough road, but I am now emotionally happy with where I am when it comes to relationships.  I am satisfied.  

I am so happy about the many things I have to look forward to.  2010 has been an amazing year! Next month I will recap and compare.....

So this means my mind is clear and free to write, right?

Be free....