No stars frogs or rainbows - Unexplainable

The feeling I'm feeling at this very moment in time, I've never felt before.  

I can't explain it, but all I know is that I miss my friend.

I wish I could call him up and talk to him.  But I just can't.  

I wouldn't even know what to say.

I know he doesn't miss me like I miss him...

I know he probably doesn't think about me like I think about him...

But right now....my heart is broken. Nothing I do is taking this pain I feel away. 

I want to see the bad in him so bad that whenever I think about him I begin to dislike him to the point of hatred. But nothing I do seems to work.

I'm tired. 

I don't know what I'd do at this moment just to take this feeling away. 

I wish I couldn't go back seven months. It would all be different because I would have never walked down this path.

I would have chosen the other road.......

I'm looking for a detour....

I love my dog Santana...he's so wonderful....

Be Free....

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