Purposeful Power Player

Monday, May 30, 2005

Waking up with YOU on my MIND....is insane....

I mean it's really nice to love someone....it's really nice that I care, but I'm finding it totally insane for me to be waking up this time of morning, with thoughts of this person on my mind.

I mean he probably isn't even up...and I seriously doubt when he gets up...he'll have me on his mind....like I do him.

Why do women do this?

That's one of things I don't like....being emotionally tied to another person that isn't blood related to me. Some will say..."oh it's love," but to me....it's CRAZY.

Why can't I just be in love and give all my love and not feel insane because I'm thinking about him?

I don't want my mind to be attached to another person.....I just want to love freely and not feel so mentally attached......this shit is wack.

3 comments:

  1. It is irritating, lol, but it is also the thing you miss the most once you sustain a relationship with someone for a long period of time. I love to think back on those days...

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  2. Kim has a point there, girl!
    If I think back to the beginnings, where I was like:"Oh you're so interesting and funny...tell me more!"
    Now I'm like:"I wish you would shut up!"...lol
    But every now and then I also wake up with fuzzy thoughts of him :)
    I live with my Love though, so I don't feel so crazy!
    Well, I hope the guy at least knows you (and you're not some insane Stalker-Woman)...that way it'll be a little less crazy...lol

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