I mean it's really nice to love someone....it's really nice that I care, but I'm finding it totally insane for me to be waking up this time of morning, with thoughts of this person on my mind.
I mean he probably isn't even up...and I seriously doubt when he gets up...he'll have me on his mind....like I do him.
Why do women do this?
That's one of things I don't like....being emotionally tied to another person that isn't blood related to me. Some will say..."oh it's love," but to me....it's CRAZY.
Why can't I just be in love and give all my love and not feel insane because I'm thinking about him?
I don't want my mind to be attached to another person.....I just want to love freely and not feel so mentally attached......this shit is wack.